Friday, September 10, 2010

not quite


















another cold night
walking that line

bike path, dim and dreary
road: never-ending

solitary

like a hamster on a wheel
my mind toils

money, progress.
the norms
why do i defy them?
i can't breathe.

a house on the hill?
or a tent inside the forest?
priorities.
i'm dizzy.

there's a hole, somewhere...
my soul hurts.

fill it with a run
stuff it with a bike
and ignore
til it comes back around

depression, the ulcer

what is this "normal"?
and why can't i find it

i'm always almost there
but never close enough
never close enough

krp

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